Songs in the Key of G, The Temple Column, August 2004
by Erin McCarthy, Editor-in-Chief
When Gavin DeGraw launches into a cover of Marvin Gaye's
"Let's Get it On," the whole crowd sings along. He bounces from one side of the stage to the other, engaging in playful
banter with the audience; he alternately plays the piano or the guitar, and at
times forgoes both to stand at the microphone. The audience loves him. Well,
except one. From the sidelines, a man
yells for the main act. DeGraw turns
toward the noise, unfazed. "I'm gonna
give 'em to ya, man!" He replies,
laughing, before turning back to the task at hand.
"Did you hear that guy, the heckler?" DeGraw asks later in his dressing room, a
concrete cube complete with bathroom, lockers, and DeGraw's rider, from which
he graciously offers drinks. He is
wearing a blue denim shirt, long brown scarf, and a yellow knit cap pulled down
low over unkempt hair. "It's just one
guy. I thought it was funny," he says
with a laugh. "He was obviously
hammered."
It seems to be in DeGraw's nature to laugh at such things, and
to laugh often. The 26-year-old
singer/songwriter is easygoing, refreshingly ego-free and down-to-earth for
someone who was handpicked by music guru Clive Davis for his J Records roster
and, within the last year, has released a debut album, Chariot, to rave
reviews. With his friendly eyes and broad smile, DeGraw belies none of the
glitz and glamour of the music world he currently inhabits, and, in fact, seems
downright normal.
Brought up by a musical family in the Catskill Mountains of
New York, DeGraw began playing piano at 8, eventually making his first forays
into the music scene by playing at local bars with his father and brother. As a teenager, DeGraw played in cover bands
and, at the suggestion of his brother, began writing his own songs.
Studying music at Ithaca for one semester and Boston's Berklee
College of music for a year left DeGraw unsatisfied with his experience. "School kind of made me want to run away
from the scientific break down of art," he says with a tiny chuckle. "I was so afraid I'd become knowledgeable
about what felt good, that the knowledge would get in the way of my
heart." He pauses. "I just want to enjoy the way music
sounds. It's not supposed to look like
anything on paper; that's not how it was written. The science of music isn't music, it's only science. And science
isn't my forte."
From Berklee, DeGraw returned home, working menial jobs until
1998, when he relocated to New York City. Making it, he recalls, was not easy. "I'd go out and get a set of gigs," he says, "and if it fell through,
I'd get really depressed and I'd be like, 'Oh forget it, I'm not going to do
this for awhile.' There was a lot of up
and down until I finally decided that I had to play consistently, every
week." Once he made that commitment,
things began to happen. "Opportunities
began coming a lot more often, and they were more legitimate. The gigs improved. The audiences grew. And
that went on for a few years."
It wouldn't be long
before DeGraw's hard work paid off.
After playing a showcase at New York's Joe's Pub, DeGraw was approached
by Clive Davis and signed to the mogul's new label, J Records. It was a significant deal, but not the first
that had been offered to DeGraw. "The
first offer I'd ever been given by a major label was before I'd even moved to
the city," he reveals. "The offer was
menial, so insignificant that I felt if that's what they were offering me, then
I just wasn't ready." He turned it down
without looking back. "When Clive made
me the offer," DeGraw continues, "it was sort of like…here's the lion's
feast. The offer was a reflection of
having faith in my success with the label. There was no wavering, there was no 'let's talk next week,' it was
'let's do this right now, because I want it.' There was no game." Rather than find Davis intimidating, DeGraw finds him open-minded. "He's
open to suggestion. He [gave] me a lot
of room which is, I guess, surprising to a lot of people. I personally think I'm fortunate that I have
the same vision for myself that he has for me."
From there, DeGraw set about crafting his debut, Chariot. A funky mix of soul and rock
with an emphasis on DeGraw's piano playing, it sounds like nothing else out there. This was exactly what DeGraw set out to do:
make a record that is different than the pre-packaged rock or pop that
currently dominates the industry. "It's
funny to me that the formats of music are so scientific now," he says, fiddling
with the frayed ends of his scarf. "It's like, 'oh, you play rock music? So you must be produced by this
guy and this guy!' Everyone thinks
they've got the formula down of what an album is supposed to sound like to the
genre and because of that, all the genres of music have become sort of
laughably similar. That's not what I was aiming at." He takes a long pause. "You don't necessarily want to give them [the label] what the public
wants that day. Maybe the public will like it in two
years…you know, when they come around. But you certainly can't go around making an album to suit one style of
music. Not in my case anyway, because I don't buy new records." He much prefers The Beatles and early Elton
John and Billy Joel to what's currently out. Not that he has anything against new artists. "I've got nothing against
the actual music itself, it's just that the production has become so similar,
it's like the artists are interchangeable. It could be anybody singing on a lot of those records. It's crazy," he says, shaking
his head.
DeGraw personally attests
to no particular form of songwriting process, although he will admit that he
can get inspiration from pretty much anywhere. "A lot of it is sitting around, waiting for something to fall out of the
sky." He holds out his hands, looking
upward. "You put out your hat and
you're looking for it…there it is!" He says with a laugh. "And you get an idea. Sometimes you have a topic, something you
want to say…sometimes you want to propose a question, not necessarily a solution,
and you start writing a little bit, and you find music that will suit the
rhythm of the phrasing you're writing. Or you have an idea for a melody…so, so many ways to write a song."
The second single off
Chariot is "I Don't Want to Be," an uptempo number about being true to
yourself. It is the theme to the WB
network's hit series One Tree
Hill, in which DeGraw performed
earlier this year (he describes his appearance on the show "a fluke. It wasn't
my intention to get on the screen. But it was fun."). "The idea of the song is basically being
unconcerned with anyone else's opinion of you," DeGraw explains. "It's just important to be your own person,
no matter what the environment, or what the consequence. At least you die knowing you were your own
person."
For DeGraw, being his own
person means not settling for any kind of mold, although he may not try to
actively set himself apart. "I know
that there are other male songwriters. I'm not really trying to separate myself," he says. "I think that will happen naturally."
Although he is serious when
he talks about music, DeGraw has an enormous sense of humor. He prefers movies over television –
Tombstone is his favorite – and frequently trades dead-on Zoolander impersonations with guitarist Paulo ??. When DeGraw finds something he enjoys, he describes it as "so
good." His preshow ritual is an
intricate question-and-answer period with his band in which DeGraw jokingly
ponders doing the show: a) in his underwear, b) in a towel, or c) in the nude.
(The band answers each, emphatically, with "no.") He loves all animals but prefers dogs despite his stint as a dog
walker. "I love the animals, it's just,
the job itself…you got the one task with the animals the owner didn't want!" He
crows. DeGraw loves sports, "guy's guy
kind of activity, the stuff girls don't necessarily want to be around," but he
doesn't do teams.
Eventually, the
conversation finds its way back to where it began: music and DeGraw's budding
career. He doesn't really believe that
he has made it yet, but instead has "just sort of found the north star, and I'm
headed in a direction." He remembers
his dreams about playing music as "a really funny little idea" without any
conception of the reality. "There's so
much more involved with this process than I'd ever imagined. When I had daydreams of playing music, my
lone vision was really that we'd be on stage and playing, and people would clap
and cheer, but nothing else really registered. It was just a daydream, and there's so much more reality to it than the
dream."
In an industry where the
more experienced constantly offer advice, DeGraw gets by with a tidbit given to
him by his father when he decided to leave school for a career in music. "My father said, 'Now, just remember, you
can make any decision you like, and you can go after anything you like, but
make sure that whatever it is you want, you go after it
fully. It's not halfway anything,
ever.'" From his debut album to his
live show, DeGraw is taking his father's advice and not doing anything
halfway. And that never gets old. "Music is so intangible," says DeGraw.
"That's what's so great about it. It
shifts, constantly. The same song could
be a different song every night." He
pauses. "It's important to never forget
why you started playing," he says thoughtfully. "Play for passion, because that's why we exist, the passion that
we have."